Comments on: August 29, 2009 http://mcbabies.com/2009/08/29/august-29-2009/ Sun, 31 Jul 2011 22:48:38 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.3.2 By: janet king http://mcbabies.com/2009/08/29/august-29-2009/comment-page-1/#comment-213 janet king Sat, 29 Aug 2009 14:31:28 +0000 http://mcbabies.com/?p=268#comment-213 how well i remember the days i was just weary of the heartache and the crying...exhausted, sore, thinking my eyes would never be normal sized again...and yes, there have been many more days since then when the floodgates open ~ sometimes for no apparent reason ~ other times from a piercing memory...The Lord Knows when to help us 'walk on dry land'...He Knows exactly when to Dry our tears for a while...and He Knows when we need to have one more meltdown :) Last year i taught 1 and 2 Kings in CBS...He Brought me face to face with my idols too...ICK. but oh, the Sweetness of Healing...the Sweetness of His Confirming that control is not all it's cracked up to be and resting in His Sovereignty IS MORE than we can fathom. i'm two years past losing my precious Michael...and i miss him so much...but i have indeed come to long for more and more of Jesus...and what surprises me MOST is that i am content in this place...and confident that Elohim IS Exactly Who He Says He Is...and confident that He Gives MUCH MORE than He Takes... i've experienced depths of sadness that i never dreamed existed...but Heights of Joy that FAR Surpass the sadness ~ Leaving me ready to surrender until ALL is surrendered... love you Judith... how well i remember the days i was just weary of the heartache and the crying…exhausted, sore, thinking my eyes would never be normal sized again…and yes, there have been many more days since then when the floodgates open ~ sometimes for no apparent reason ~ other times from a piercing memory…The Lord Knows when to help us ‘walk on dry land’…He Knows exactly when to Dry our tears for a while…and He Knows when we need to have one more meltdown :)
Last year i taught 1 and 2 Kings in CBS…He Brought me face to face with my idols too…ICK. but oh, the Sweetness of Healing…the Sweetness of His Confirming that control is not all it’s cracked up to be and resting in His Sovereignty IS MORE than we can fathom.
i’m two years past losing my precious Michael…and i miss him so much…but i have indeed come to long for more and more of Jesus…and what surprises me MOST is that i am content in this place…and confident that Elohim IS Exactly Who He Says He Is…and confident that He Gives MUCH MORE than He Takes…
i’ve experienced depths of sadness that i never dreamed existed…but Heights of Joy that FAR Surpass the sadness ~ Leaving me ready to surrender until ALL is surrendered…
love you Judith…

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